Out of control

These past weeks have been an interesting battle. By battle I mean a constant struggle with my inner thoughts. Everyday for the past few weeks I cannot shut my brain off! It has affected me in the worst possibly way I could ever fathom. I am...

The Battle

Some people would say I’m young and I have my whole life ahead of me…. Do I really? No I don’t. Everyone around me is living the dream, and I’m just sitting here watching the hands of the clock go by.   Ever since he went away my life has...

What is life?

When do we start to actually appreciate life? Is life worth fulfilling? Obviously, I know the answer to this. Yes.   But why do innocent lives get destroyed, when they were filled with laughter, hope, and humble with life? For those who are...

Lame days

Does anyone have those days where the sun is shining, people are laughing and you are so depressed you just can't find the strength to get out of bed. Well my friends, I know I don't suffer from depression but I'm finding myself lacking energy,...

Invisible

Here I stand alone in this world, trying to make people notice me, yet no one ever does. I'm a slave to consumerism and cosumption. Walking around hoping one day I'll find an escape to another breath. i'm burning from the inside out, washing away the...

This is to every one who has lost a soul.

this is a personal note. the only strength in in my life has slowly slipped away. i was a happy yet confused child as i grew, and now i am left with an empty hole where my heart beats. i feel that i have accomplised so much, however, there is nothing...

Burning Veins

  My veins burn as I infuse this glorious poison through my body. Eyes are wide; I see this world in a different manner now, where has my innocence gone. I wanted to be someone; unfortunately my time is gone. I’ve waited too long to actually become...

This is to every one who has lost a soul.

this is a personal note. the only strength in in my life has slowly slipped away. i was a happy yet confused child as i grew, and now i am left with an empty hole where my heart beats. i feel that i have accomplised so much, however, there is nothing...